I have handed my son over to surgeons knowing they would stop his heart, and prayed that it would beat again. I have learned more than I ever thought I could. I have cried more than I ever thought possible. I have celebrated victories and milestones that others never have to. I have walked a road I never knew existed. I will walk this road forever. I am a mommy to a CHD Angel ♥ iLy Kayden James

Friday, July 15, 2011

Broken & I'm never gunna heal..

Sadly I have to say my sweet little baby Kayden James lost his life in the early hours of Thursday morning. He fought a tough battle with a CHD. He passed away at the young age of 3 1/2.  For those who knew Kayden they knew how much he enjoyed his self! He always wanted to see his own pictures lol he loved his sister & his brothers. Right now I'm broken my heart is shattered and if I go crazy I guess that'll be okay as well..I never wanted to see this day and I still wish i could wake up from this terrible nightmare...I do know though, that Kayden is no longer in pain, he is no longer hurting..I know I would ask him sometimes if anything hurt, I can see him just shake his head yes, and when I'd say where?, he would take his little finger and point to his heart =[...I miss him more than words could ever say. I do know I was blessed to have 3 years with my sweet Angel & I'm so thankful he had amazing doctors who looked out for him and who will remember him as well. Kayden impacted many many MANY lives and those lives will be changed always! There is nothing I wouldn't do for my son & I know he had a good life <3 I know now that I'll now not be afraid to pass either, because that is when I'll see my Kayden again <3 until then I'll see him in my dreams <3 I love you so much Kayden James ALWAYS AND FOREVER I WILL STAND BY YOU! I hope everyone remembers my sweet Angel <3 Fly High baby boy <3 12/21/07-7/14/11


  1. I am one of those whose life will forever be changed by you and your sons lives. Thank you so much for allowing me the privilege to call you friend. My heart is so broken for you. Please know that no matter how many years pass and you need to break down I will forever be here. (((Heart Hugs)))

  2. Kayden touched my Life FOREVER!!!! In only 2 short weeks of knowing him and you Misty, he made me realize Life's too short to complain about lil things and to Enjoy Life to the Fullest!!!! I was praying for a Miracle, I'm sorry God wanted an Angel with him in Heaven xoxoxo I cannot imagine your pain, I'd be shattered and I pray for strength for you Misty and your other children Everyday!!! God Bless You and your lil boy Kayden will be with you forever Mama Heart & Soul! Rest in Peace Sweet Kayden ...forever in our hearts xoxoxoxo Amanda, Victor & Garrett xoxoxoxoxo

  3. Misty,
    I am truely sorry for the lose of little Kayden. I know your heart is breaking now...
    Please know also that your in my heart and prayers, as well as your family. And know that little Kayden is in the loving arms of Jesus, free from the pain he suffered here on Earth.
    I am here for you anytime you need to talk or scream....my cell is 931.335.0208.
    Love you guys,
    Tracy Russell

  4. Awwww RIP..Fly High BabyBoy..We All Love And Miss You So Much..I Love You All 4 Life Misty..