Strength.Courage.Hope: Today's been okay.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Today's been okay.

Today has been a good day. Of course I miss my little man, but I've got some good support behind me who have kept a smile on my face today <3. I love my friends & fam. They are the most important people in my life. I'm so thankful God has put the most amazing people in my life! I'm going next week to try to get a job through a temp service. I haven't worked since April 2007 I believe. .I know it was when I got preggo with Kayden when I last worked. So that's what 4 years. Wow lol, this will be so much different that what I've been doing the past few years. I hope I can adjust to it. I'm kind of worried though about being around people, I think I may get overwhelmed being around people, sometimes just going to Wal mart makes me feel kind of off..I was going to take Kayden new flowers today but instead we are tomorrow because we have Lexi's heart from his service & we are gunna keep the shape & change the colors that way it'll always be from her. So tomorrow he gets all new flowers <3 YAYY!! And I'm going to eventually attempt to do a Spongebob Arrangement like the flower shops do the hearts lmao! That should be interesting but I think I can..

1 comment:

TracyJuly 31, 2011 at 7:05 AM
It might be good for you to get out and work somewhere for a little bit. I am sure it is strange not to do what you once was doing everyday with little Kayden. I know I would be so lost in what to do next. Heck, I am now. LOL. Just remember the good times with him and you will heal from this pain. I am here for you girl...always. xoxo
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About Me

My name is Misty. I'm 26 years old from Roanoke, VA. I am a single mom to my little ones. I've got 5 kids. Alexis, Kayden, Tavion & Isaiah. Kayden is my little Angel, he went to live with the Angels July 14, 2011 waiting on a heart transplant, he was 3.5 years old. Alexis is my oldest she is almost 9, Tavion is 5, Isaiah is 4, and Elijah is 4 months. I enjoy reading, watching movies, blogging, quiet nights(when possible), and long drives listening to music. I started blogging to tell people about Kayden's journey with a broken heart, now it's about life with him as an Angel & how I deal and you'll also get to know my other little ones. You can also visit Kayden's page at www.kaydenjames.weebly.com or on facebook at www.facebook.com/KaydenJamesCHDAngel

My Family

Little Miss Lexi

Alexis is my first child & my only girl. She was born on February 9, 2006. I found out I was pregnant with Lexi 2 months after I had a miscarriage. I was quite surprised that I was pregnant but I was excited along with scared and nervous. She is the best big sister anyone could ask for. She helps with her brothers & she helps me if I need her to..She is a very smart little girl as well, right now she is in preschool. I can't believe my baby girl is almost in Kindergarten. It's true that time doesn't stop for nothing.

Superman

Kayden took his first breath on December 21, 2007 and took his last breath on July 14, 2011. Kayden was born with a bilateral cleft lip and palate, dilated cardiomyopathy & a displaced tricuspid valve with tricuspid regurgitation. He had 6 surgeries in his 3 1/2 years. He had 3 to complete his cleft lip/palate, pyloric stenosis at a month old, a preauricular cyst removed & open heart surgery on March 17, 2011. He always had a smile on his face no matter how many challenges were thrown his way. I miss my child more than anything in this world. I love Kayden more than words can ever say. I am broken and will never be repaired, he was my life & my heart is shattered since he lost his battle with his CHD. I'll never stop telling his story because people need to be aware of what is possible & I would like to think that Kayden's life will save another child.

Crazy Tavy

My middle boy, Tavion James. Tavion was born on May 13, 2009 at 37 weeks. He was my biggest yet shortest baby born lol! He is a handful right now he is at the age he wants to get into everything. Although he is small still he holds his ground and has an attitude. He is starting to get into the terrible twos which is never fun but we will survive. He's an amazing little boy and always keep us smiling. Tavion has no health problems that we've noticed and hopefully he continues to stay that way.

Superman's Baby

Isaiah James was welcomed into the world on December 16, 2010 at 3:02 a.m. He weighed 7 lbs 11 oz. & was 20 1/2 inches!! He had a head full of beautiful black hair (just like his sister did). Kayden absolutely loved him and called him his baby. He's so full of energy, loves his brothers and his sister.
My Rainbow

Elijah was born on August 22, 2014, he was 7 lbs 14.8 oz. He's an absolute blessing. Elijah is my rainbow baby, I was so unsure about having more kids after I lost Kayden, but now I see Kayden picked this little fella to send me. I couldn't imagine my life without him. His smile brightens up my darkest day.